 
SUSAN
By Terry

How do I start? I'm sure I wouldn't even be writing this letter if it weren't 
for your site. Knowing that there are other people out there who feel at least 
somewhat like me has given me the courage. I know this story is going to sound 
far fetched and made up, but every single word of it is true, every unflattering 
word about me and every unbelievable word about my wife, Susan. I guess I should 
start by telling you about us.

My name is Terry and I'm 39 years old. I am a lawyer and have a very good, high 
paying job. I have been married for 12 years and have a daughter and two sons. 
Susan is 38 years old but looks terrific, much younger. She has a dazzling smile 
which lights up her face. She is a pediatric dentist and between the two of us, 
we are quite well off. Besides her gorgeous face, Susan has blonde hair, blue 
eyes, she stands 5'2 and has huge breasts. When we met, Susan was an incredible 
hard body, 113lbs, tight ass, ripped stomach and a 34D bust. Thirteen years, 
three kids and as many breast feedings later, and the tiny woman I fell in love 
with now weighs about 130lbs+, has a flabby ass, a Buddha belly and the last 
time I checked, a 38G bra. Please don't get me wrong, she's not fat, but I would 
be lying if I said I found her attractive since our last child was born 5 years 
ago. I've never been a breast man and about the only satisfaction I get from her 
enormous chest is the occasional envious glance I get from other guys when she 
wears something that reveals her gigantic proportions, which is not often. Susan 
was always prim and proper, dressed very conservatively, hardly even swore. She 
is a Girl Scout leader, Cub Scout den mother, Sunday school teacher and PTA club 
member. She was a virgin when we married and our sex was always straight 
missionary position, period. In fact, we had to use artificial lubrication every 
time we had sex, something the OB/GYN said was not that unusual. This, and the 
fact that I am only 5'6 and very slightly endowed in the penis department made 
our sex pretty boring. In the last five years, I'll bet we had sex 3 times. I 
had buried myself in my work and Susan with her job and the kids and I honestly 
didn't really think about the sex. Quite honestly, I didn't find her attractive 
at all, except for her beautiful face. And, I assumed that she was as 
uninterested in sex as I was. Boy, was I wrong. 

Things all came apart about four weeks ago. It was a Friday and I was to go out 
of town on business until the following Wednesday. I had gone to work to finish 
up a few things and was supposed to leave right from there for the airport. 
Shortly before 10, our client called and canceled the trip, death in the family 
or something. I finished up what little I had to do and thought I'd take the 
rest of the afternoon off, take Susan out to eat before the kids got home. Since 
she only works part time, she is usually home around 12:30 or 1. I decided to 
surprise her. As I drove up the street in front of our house, I noticed two 
black kids getting off of bikes in the driveway and head around the side of our 
house toward the pool out back. I also saw about 5 or 6 other bikes laying in 
the driveway and lawn. My first thought was that one of my kids had skipped 
school and was having a pool party. The only thing that didn't make sense was 
where Susan was. She should have been home by now. I don't know why but I 
decided to try to catch them in the act. I pulled the car around the block and 
parked on a side street. Now, we live in a secluded, ritzy development and there 
is a patch of woods behind our house. I followed the trail up to the 6' privacy 
fence around our pool. There is a board there that has been pulled loose and 
Susan has been after me to fix it. When I looked through the fence, I literally 
did a double take. I could not believe what I was seeing. There were 8 black 
kids, I mean real black, in various states of undress, shorts, swimsuits, 
underwear, none of them with shirts on. What the hell were they doing here. They 
were supposed to be in school. There, also, was Susan, and at first I didn't 
recognize her. I almost thought it was our daughter, Peg. Her blonde hair, which 
is usually up on her head, was pulled in a ponytail through a ball cap. It made 
her look about 15. I had never seen the outfit she was wearing. It was scanty. 
It was a white halter mini dress that buttoned down the front. The lapels that 
went around her enormous jugs were ill-equipped to hold her heavy chest in place 
without help from a brassiere. Huge slabs of white adipose spilled out from the 
sides and a long valley of black cleavage stood out in the middle and the top 
two buttons were undone. There was a wide belt that went around her waist and 
below that, her skirt was unbuttoned. The skirt barely hung to mid thigh. As she 
moved, her skirt fluttered apart and when she bent over to pick something up, I 
saw she wore no underpants! Besides the dress, all she had on was her canvas 
tennis shoes. I just couldn't believe what I was seeing. Susan was moving among 
the boys, serving them drinks and snacks and allowing them to feel her up and 
slide their hands under her skirt. I recognized one of the boys as Jerome, our 
paperboy. Christ, he was in my daughter's class. I was in shock, heartbroken and 
furious. I watched in horror as Susan walked up to Jerome and another kid, 
placing herself between them. The other boys whooped and shouted some 
vulgarities but gathered around to watch. I was mesmerized as my wife put her 
arms around Jerome's neck and pulled his head down to her. I felt like I wanted 
to vomit when I saw his tongue slide into Susan's open mouth. The kid behind her 
slid his hands under her arms and began to roughly squeeze her giant tits while 
she rubbed her ass into his crotch. This went on for several minutes, then 
finally Jerome pushed himself away from Susan's clutching arms and mouth. The 
kid behind her pulled her shoulders back so she was leaning on him and she 
turned her head to the side and opened her mouth for his probing tongue. Jerome 
now put his legs inside of Susan's legs and forced her legs wide apart. He then 
slid his hands up her thighs and pushed her skirt open and over the sides of her 
legs. I hadn't seen Susan nude for some time and I was amazed at how hairy her 
light brown bush was. Jerome wasted no time in inserting three fingers into my 
wife's honey hole. They disappeared with a loud slurp. 

It's hard to describe the feeling I had at seeing all this. Shock, horror, 
disgust, anger, but I had a raging erection also. I gasped in disbelief as 
Jerome's fingers emerged from my wife's vagina. They were drenched. Susan had 
never been like that with me. Her doctor told us she just wasn't able to 
lubricate like that. His fingers looked like they were dipped in Crisco oil. He 
inserted a fourth finger and after a few strokes, Susan let out a loud wail, 
shook her head from side to side, clenched her eyes and began to shake. After 
about 20 seconds, I heard a squish and a groan and a spurt of clear liquid shot 
out around his fingers and down his hand. I just could not believe this was my 
prim and proper wife. At first, I thought she was urinating but the fluid was 
clear and came in spurts, almost like ejaculate. I had heard of such things but 
had not even the slightest inkling that my wife could do it. I reached down and 
touched myself and came in my pants. As Susan was climaxing, the kid behind her 
had undone her belt and opened the few buttons on her dress. It burst open as 
her huge heavy udders spilled free. As her climax subsided, Susan stood, slid 
the dress from her shoulders, took off her hat and shook her beautiful blonde 
hair out. I could not believe how large her breasts were. I had not really 
looked at her in years. I wondered if she had possibly had implants put in, they 
were just enormous but I knew it was just the weight she has put on. They hung 
out what seemed like a foot from her chest and down almost to her navel but 
didn't really sag or point down. She dropped to her knees in front of both boys 
and begged them to let her suck their cocks. I was shocked to hear her even talk 
this way! 

The boys both lowered their shorts and I uncontrollably ejaculated in my pants. 
I never even touched myself. My wife was kneeling in front of 2 of the biggest 
blackest dicks I had ever seen. They stood straight out, drooling and erect from 
their hairless black loins. I have never had any homosexual thoughts before but 
when I saw these Godlike specimens, I knew what my wife saw in them. I fought 
the urge to vomit as I watched my wife slowly swallow Jerome's huge black cock 
all the way as she stared up at him. She continued until her nose was buried 
flat against his belly. She was making loud, vulgar slurping and swallowing 
noises and both boys were calling her names. Both boys lasted much longer than I 
would have thought possible. Jerome finished by cumming in Susan's throat as I 
watched her Adam's apple bob up and down to take his load. When she emerged off 
his semi-turgid tool, a thick, ropy string of cum hung from his cock to her 
mouth. She greedily dived back to his cock and slurped him clean. It was obvious 
my wife had done this before. The other kid pulled his dick out of Susan's mouth 
just in time to spill the largest amount of semen I have ever seen all over her 
beautiful face. This kid could have put Peter North to shame. No kidding. He 
sent what looked like a quart of thick sticky goo onto Susan's face, hair and 
mouth. She was covered and it seemed to drive Susan into ecstasy. I stroked 
myself to another orgasm. Susan used his huge black tool to clean the cum off 
her face and eat it. 

It lasted another hour and a half with my wife being penetrated in her ass as 
well as her vagina by these huge teenaged black shanks. I think they all did her 
every way but I lost track. Susan seemed to lose gallons of fluid from her pussy 
almost any time one of these studs touched her. I didn't think these kids would 
ever tire out but they finally seemed to have enough. Finally, Susan was sitting 
cross legged on the pool deck, covered in sweat and cum, licking her lips. You 
couldn't even see her stomach because of her enormous tits. Jerome got up and 
walked over and stood in front of her. I thought he was going to make her suck 
his dick again but he seemed flaccid. Even soft, his penis hung just below mid 
thigh. Susan told him how beautiful his cock was, how much she loved it. He told 
her he was going to piss all over her. I was aghast. Susan never hesitated and 
moved up toward his dick with her mouth open and just as she was about to put it 
in her mouth, a huge stream of piss hit her in the face. She kept going and 
closed her mouth around his firehose, swallowing as much as she could but the 
excess streamed out the side of her mouth and down her chin and his initial 
blast was pouring off her face and hair. The other boys came over and as Jerome 
finished up, the other boys started. Susan sat back down and was covered in 7 
streams of hot yellow urine. They plastered her face and hair with their 
revolting sewage while Susan closed her eyes and fingered herself to another 
gushing orgasm. As I came again, I turned away. I had seen enough. I stumbled 
back to the car and sat there for half an hour trying to decide what to do. 
Finally, I started the car and drove across town to a local hotel and checked 
in, taking care to cover the large wet stain on my trousers. When I got to my 
room, I decided to call Susan and see what she had to say. I pretended to be on 
my trip and asked her what her plans were. She said that her mother had picked 
the kids up at school and was keeping them for the weekend so she could have a 
break. She said that she and Dina, her best friend, were going to work out at 
their fitness club and maybe do some shopping. I asked how her afternoon had 
gone, to which she replied "slow." I hung up. I was tired, had a headache and my 
balls were throbbing with ache. I hadn't ever climaxed so much so quickly. I had 
to admit, although I was extremely upset, it turned me on tremendously to see my 
beautiful, voluptuous, middle aged wife with these young black Gods. They were 
built for sex and Susan seemed to worship them. It was totally emasculating to 
realize that my wife found complete sexual satisfaction with kids my daughter's 
age, black kids. As I began to get over the shock and horror of what I had seen, 
I found that my arousal was greater than my outrage. I had to admit that I liked 
to watch my wife get what I could never give her. I was not worthy of such a 
gorgeous, voluptuous woman and I was not half the man these boys were. 

Over the next few days, I returned to my house and from the cover of several 
hiding spots, watched my wife be thoroughly used by about 14 different black 
studs. Though I wasn't sure of all their ages, I figured they had to be about 
Jerome's age. He seemed to be my wife's pimp and main lover. I came to discover 
my wife loves to suck cock, eat cum, have it sprayed all over her pretty face 
and head, and, worst of all, drink black boy piss. Every encounter would end 
with my wife being deluged in yellow lava and she loved it! She would finger 
herself to huge orgasms as she was covered. I started to want to join her and 
drink their precious fluids too.

One afternoon while she was out, I snuck into the house and opened her private 
bureau where she keeps her journal. I'd never had the desire to read it until 
now. What I found blew me away even more than what I had seen already. Not only 
was Susan servicing Jerome and his friends, she was dancing once a week at a 
strip club, owned by Jerome's cousin, and dancing at private parties for groups 
of black guys that Jerome would arrange. Even more shocking, my wife was 
performing sexual acts at these parties with animals!!! Dogs, donkeys, horses, 
even pigs! I was shocked. Could this have been made up because she thought I 
would look at her journal? I was flabbergasted. I looked around a little more 
and found an 8mm videotape labeled "Donkey Kong." I tried to prepare myself as I 
put it into the camcorder but was shocked again by what I saw. It was some sort 
of frat party at some college, obviously a black fraternity. Jerome introduced 
Susan who came out and did a sexy striptease and dance. When she was nude, she 
lined up about 25 black athlete studs and sucked them off one at a time. It was 
amazing. There were some HUGE cocks and she went through them like a hot knife 
thru warm butter. I fast forwarded through most of the rest of the male action 
but it looked like more of her usual antics. I did stop it long enough to watch 
these huge black cocks rain urine all over my lovely bride. Susan sat in one of 
those little plastic swimming pools and closed her eyes as she was covered from 
every direction. When they finally stopped, she bent down and scooped a large 
glass of yellow bile from the tub and drank it all in one gulp. When she 
finished, she let out a low burp like she had just chugged a beer. It was about 
the hottest thing I'd seen. . .until the Donkey Kong started. 

When the guys finished their toilet break and Susan had quenched her thirst, 
Jerome came out and announced that they had something special for the guys since 
they had won some ball game or tournament or some such. He turned and some black 
kid led 3 black donkeys out onto the floor. Susan was still sitting in the pool 
and when she saw the black beasts, she got a devious smile on her face. She 
stood slowly, her enormous udders dripping wet with black piss. Jerome handed 
her a bottle of baby oil which she opened up and dumped over her head and body. 
She went through two more bottles until she was soaked and glistening. She moved 
slowly over to the first animal, a seductive smile on her face. I was stunned 
again at how enormous my wife's tits were. They swayed heavily with each step 
and I was surprised that I had never found this sexy and erotic before because 
now I thought it was HOT! She took something from Jerome's hand and put it in 
her mouth, it looked like some kind of candy bar, vaguely like a turd, I don't 
know. She put her face in front of the donkey and it took whatever it was from 
my wife's mouth. The camera zoomed in on Susan as she opened her mouth and let 
the animal stick what it could of it's huge tongue into her mouth. She then 
reciprocated and stuck her tongue into the donkey's mouth, licking it's teeth 
and lips. This went on for a minute or two. Susan then moved to the side of the 
animal and seductively rubbed her gigantic tits into the hairy beast's sides. 
She pressed them in until they were squashed flat and rubbed them. Hair from the 
animal was sticking to her oily skin. Finally, she moved down below the animal 
and said out loud how hot she was to drink donkey cum. She looked toward the 
camera and started to put the revolting beast dick into her mouth. I don't know 
how this could have been my wife. I came in my pants again without touching 
myself. Susan slurped and swallowed and tried to go down on this enormous rod 
but could only manage maybe a third of the way. The animal was getting antsy, 
stepping and snorting. Finally, Susan took this huge log, fully as big as her 
forearm out of her mouth and put it between her two titanic boobs. It's cock 
didn't look quite as big between my wife's elephantine breasts. She began to 
slide up and down, maybe 8 or 10 times when the donkey whinnied, snorted, and 
EXPLODED!!! I don't know how else to put it. One second my wife was staring at 
this huge dick between her boobs and the next her head was buried under about a 
gallon of donkey spooge. She immediately let go of her huge hams and grabbed the 
donkey cock and put it in her mouth, greedily trying to eat the rest of it's 
tremendous load. My dick spasmed again in my trousers and my testicles began to 
ache immediately. I hadn't cum so much in my life. Susan looked incredible, her 
blonde hair matted and greasy from baby oil, urine and donkey cum, her face 
soaking wet. 

She finally arose from under the big animal and walked over to another. I 
couldn't stop watching and had another erection. Seeing my tiny wife, naked 
beside this beast of burden was so HOT. The only thing that looked proportional 
on Susan to the donkey was her boobs. Jerome asked what she wanted to do next 
and she told everyone she was going to have the best fuck of her life. Several 
black guys came over and held a sheet or towel underneath either side of the 
animal while Susan baby oiled the giant black cock. She then got underneath the 
beast and laid back in the towel, which made a sort of a hammock. It got hard to 
see for a few seconds as she lay back underneath the donkey, her belly to it's 
belly in a sort of animal missionary position. The cameraman moved closer, just 
in time to see my wife try to insert this unearthly black muscle into her. I 
could hear her scream and wail as she shoved as much of the meat into her as she 
could. I don't think she got as much in her pussy as she got in her throat. The 
boys were helping her by rocking the sling into the animal. Susan had her arms 
and legs wrapped around the side of the creature and she kept trying to pump 
more and more into her. The donkey got about 4 or 5 strokes then went into his 
climax. This sent my wife into convulsions. Her head was shaking back and forth 
and she was shrieking at the top of her lungs as she blubbered incoherently, 
spit flew from her mouth, tears flowed down her cheeks. The camera closed in on 
her vagina as the donkey's cock seized with climax. As streams of white gism 
poured out from Susan's pussy around this giant cock, Susan groaned that she was 
coming and spurts of clear fluid followed the donkey cum. Another boy appeared 
with a kitchen pot which he placed under her vagina to catch their love mixture 
as it poured out of my wife's vagina. It took Susan some time to recover but 
when she did, they handed her the pot and she drank the mixture down greedily, 
cleaning the pan out with her hand and her tongue. I fastforwarded through the 
last mating act. I had cum again watching her fuck the second donkey and 
couldn't take anymore. I did stop it long enough to watch Susan bathe in the 
same baby pool, this time filled with nasty donkey piss and even shit! She 
rolled around, covered herself with it, even her head and face. That was the 
only tape I could find but her journal said there were others. I can only guess 
that Jerome has them. 

Well, that's been about a month since I discovered all this but from Susan's 
journal, it's been going on for almost 9 months. I have been so blind I've never 
noticed it. It turns out her friend Dina is involved, dances with her at clubs 
and parties and such. Since I've discovered all this, I did some surfing on the 
internet and found your site. It has really gotten me thinking. I know that 
Susan would not and could not ever have sex with me again. Even if she could, I 
don't think I could get hard knowing how insufficient I am. The idea of 
servicing her orally, drinking her urine after she's been with young black studs 
or animals, really turns me on. I have to admit that the idea of sucking some of 
those cocks and drinking some of that piss myself turns me on. I haven't gotten 
up the nerve to reveal this to Susan yet. I guess because I know that when I do, 
I will truly have to admit what a nothing piece of shit I really am. I realize 
that the things that my wife does may offend even your readers. I hope not and 
that you'll share this with them but I understand if you don't. In any case, I 
would like to thank you all for your site. As I said, at least I know there are 
others out there who feel similar to the way I do. The black man is truly 
superior but the Black boy, well, he is a God. 


Terrymcd@postmaster.co.uk
